Feeling Just the Same

I always expect somehow to feel a little different when I change age, especially to the big 21.

But of course, I feel just the same. But you know what? I had a lovely party, there was no drama, no stress. In some ways I was disappointed, how can something you have been planning for the last 6 months live up to every expectation?

But at the same time, i'm really happy. I had a great time, I was surrounded by friends who love me and made me feel so very loved. Their words, speeches, gifts and gestures had me in tears, and made me feel so very special, and so worthwhile.

I am blessed.

The beautiful pre-party lunch we had